The weekend is over already!?

Nothing is worse than being sick over a long weekend. I stayed in bed and slept most of the weekend and still wish I was there. I slacked off and didn't blog much this past week so I have some making up to do. 

I was in the studio Wednesday and my dance was looking really really good. It

felt good and I was confident and was 100% ready to show it to my dance team on Thursday. But then Thursday came and it did not go the way I expected. I showed them my dance and they seemed uninterested. They kept

making jokes and then pointing out that I wasn't there all year so I don't understand them. Watching all of the dances I should have been in this year wasn't easy either. I ended up calling my

Mom to come get me early and barely made it into the car before the I broke down. I didn't realize how much I missed it or how much I missed being a part of the team. There was a second where I almost told my mom I didn't want to do the recital. I will still perform in the recital because I have worked so hard for it, but I don't think I will go in on Thursdays again.. It's just to much to handle with everything else going on.